A is 4 Abscess

Do you believe in predestined fate or does free will have a foothold over your heart? My view is life has an infinite amount of paths, one choice can set fire to your past and create a volcanic eruption in the bowels of your soul. But the burn can't monogram my preception. I wish it could but it doesn't. The kindling is wet and the pyre untouched. Got to start with my A, B, C's, jumble and add a few addtional letters, ingredients to the recipe cooking. Keep the letter A in its place like me with a smile on my face, the letter B stays second, Be secondary and happy with the present, right. Swap the letter C for an S and make it for and Can I make do with what I have. Gimme an E for easy and another E enjoyment and repeat the serpentine S twice and what do you get, Abscess and abysmal abscess of no greater consequence than before. Destiny opens the window only to find my hand pulling the blinds. It's time to let go. I'm letting it all go.

Song...Prince: Still Would Stand All Time

My book: Skipping through Shadows, a brief snippet of chapter three.

You would not believe it but I even started saying the rosary. I was talking to Tamu one day, telling her this and that when she mentioned something about the rosary. She said the Virgin Mary introduced it to people so they could learn how to meditate on something bigger other than our own problems. She also said that saying the rosary was just as good if not better than going out dancing and having drinks. Since when do nuns even if they are postulants get to go out dancing and drinking? Kind of makes you wonder, doesn’t it? Okay here is the nutty thing as soon as I started praying the rosary I forgot about being lonely, not that I don't miss you but I just stopped being so sad. Tamu was right, I guess being a postulant who listens to Prince and the Revolution doesn’t make you all that bad?